let it sneaks into your heart

Sunday, November 25, 2012

a heart without ache is nothing. but ache without heal is worst.

well, cry out loud. cry till you are dying. and just cry, thought everything will get better. thought everything will get its own place. like it used to be. blame nature, why things get so hard? blame faith, why does this happens to me? what did i do wrong? why there is no explanation for this? why do i cant see the good reason? you lose your hope. you lose your smile. you lose your half. you lost your faith. you lose your happiness. you lose your love. you lose your life. you just lose everything. you are such a lonesome. you are totally alone. the one that always hear you, gone. the one that always been the reason you smile, gone. the one that bring you up when you are down, gone. the one that totally means everything to you, gone. its gone, dear. its gone. people say, that it is time to move on. is it? while you are totally tired to cry, you are totally tired to stay, you are totally miserable, you do hope that you will get your ass and move on. the sadness, the pain aint let you leave them. aint let you to go chase your happiness. i dont even know why it is so hard. i dont even know what is happiness actually means without you. why do blame me that i am not there for you, but actually you are the one who is searching for someone else to share your things. who am i? tell me, who am i? but still, i cant forget you. but still i am hoping for you, but still i am loving you like i always did, like i always proved to you and it is actually more than i did before. why didnt gave me chance to prove another? why did gave up way too easily? dont you even remember? you are the one that always told me not to give up way too easily, the one that always remind me that stay whatever happens. but why did you did all the things you ask for me not to? yet, i still cant blame you. i know there is must be a reason. but when will i know the reason? nobody knows except you. you may lie to your mum, your bestfriends, her, me, everyone. but you will never lie to your hearts, dont you? every word you said, your actions, your tweets. there is always a hidden meaning. i know you. very well.

hear me, irresistible by one direction.

 you know what? the one that you imagined when this song play for the first time, its who the one you love and there are a lot of memories between you and your love.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

its 21st people. a date that will makes me smile all day long if you are beside me. but now, you are gone. you are way too far from me, so it seems that i cant smile all day long like i used to be. it aint  bleeding anymore. i try to accept. i try to let it go. yup, let it go. its the hardest decision ive made. forgive him, forgive her may be the bestest way. i try to act matured, so this is what i am. yup, you are my ex, but if we are meant to be, insyallah, one fine day. i just wanna state, that i miss you. yup, i  miss how we celebrate our monthsarry. i blew up my lighter and celebrated it all alone. how i wish you are here with me, love. i couldnt say much. i dont wanna this tears ruin up my mum's birthday :) so, bye.

w all her hearts,

Monday, September 3, 2012

Long distance relationship. Its aint easy, seriously aint easy.You always wonder did he missed you like you used to? The junior, of course. Phones are restricted. How sad. Because thats the only way you can have conversation with him. And there'll be no calls for no reason. No one to hear you. No one to cuddle. No, that is just no. Yeah, public phone. As you know, its public. And when the times there is no coin to change, he didnt pick up your call then your coin wasted by the voicemail or too many friends want to use it. So you have to ended up the calls. Seriously, it is sad. Totally sad. thats the moment you realized. You were so alone. Night breeze, moons shines, stars spakling. You just watch it all alone. And you're hoping that he will be beside you. it comes for real, but real in your dream. Tears falling, Nothing left to say. You just only need his hug. His long tight hugs. Forehead kiss. Thats what you really need. As you walk to your bed, you find out there is no him. Beside you. It just, you really want to cry out loud. You really need him. No goodnight wish, no goodnight kiss. No, there is nothing. It just you and the other roommates. Someday, when its happen too long. You become weak. Real weak. Someday, when you are fighting with him. And ended up the relationship because you cant stand with the pains. Its totally hurt. It kills you inside. Nobody hear you. Nobody understands you. You just cry it all alone till asleep. That moments, you're hoping all these shit things would not happen to you. But i just happen. And you cant turn back time. You just lost everything you have. Everything. Even your loved ones. 

With all her hearts,

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

A little walk with beautiful girls :)

These are some pictures that captured the moment that we spend together :

AliaNurAthirah, NurIzzatiSofia, NurAidaHamizah, NurMariniNabilah, EjiraIzzaty 

*sorry for the low quality pictures u,u* 

much love guyss xox !

A step ahead :)

Assalamualaikum ,
hi guyssss :) its been an ancient i didnt touch this beautiful bloody blog :)

check out some photo :

NurulFarahRashdan, NurAidaHamizah, AliaNurAthirah

Its already 4 months ive been living in that school. Yes, its tougher than u ever imagined, everyday is just like a game. We keep play till reached our goals, the things is never give up. But sometimes, when all this things brought you down, there is always friends that keep telling you to stay strong and thing will get easier, insyaallah. Alhamdulillah, even it have been 4 months, im still in that school facing the struggles and hoping thing will be better than yesterday :D Guys, pray for us, that we are stronger enough to face those things and pray for our best results in SPM examinations even it is next year. 

Thats all. Bye guyss. Much love xx,
little juliet     

Sunday, January 22, 2012

hi people !
yes, its been a long time im gone .
well , currently im studying at technical school at Jasin, Malacca :)
electrical engineering.
yes, i dont know why but maybe because technical family background, i guess.

it just hard to say , that im gonna leave all this social stuff for a while.
leave my family, friends, my classmates, and my love.
hewhew. but for a great future, let just be simple.
we dont actually leave it forever , it just a while , aight ?

AliaNurAthirah, this girl, always been by my side,
tengok dia pun dapat teknik jasin jgak , tapi amik kos awam :)
tapi sama dorm dengan saya , kalau bangun pagi boleh dah nampak muka dia,
katil dia depan saya je ha :) it just so grateful ! (all praised to Allah!)

me and alia :)

well, actually . ni just na update blog je :) 
hewhew . k guyss , chow luu . goodbye :)