hey people,
its been for a long time. so yeah. its been 8 months, im still stuck in this moments where i cant move on or even find someone better. its not that i didnt found someone better, i did. but it just i cant go on with it. i never want to hurt them so i ask them to let go of me. and i think that is way more better. i cant lie to myself neither i can lie to them. so whats the point? i cant having a relationship if my heart belongs to someone else. but i do appreciate them. its not that i miss you, somehow i feel so gave up. and i know there's no way we can be together. you are already with someone else and i bet you must forgot about me. and its been too long, if you want me you wouldnt hold up the truth for too long. you wouldnt. i miss you. i couldnt write anymore. bye.

a heart without ache is nothing. but ache without heal is worst.

well, cry out loud. cry till you are dying. and just cry, thought everything will get better. thought everything will get its own place. like it used to be. blame nature, why things get so hard? blame faith, why does this happens to me? what did i do wrong? why there is no explanation for this? why do i cant see the good reason? you lose your hope. you lose your smile. you lose your half. you lost your faith. you lose your happiness. you lose your love. you lose your life. you just lose everything. you are such a lonesome. you are totally alone. the one that always hear you, gone. the one that always been the reason you smile, gone. the one that bring you up when you are down, gone. the one that totally means everything to you, gone. its gone, dear. its gone. people say, that it is time to move on. is it? while you are totally tired to cry, you are totally tired to stay, you are totally miserable, you do hope that you will get your ass and move on. the sadness, the pain aint let you leave them. aint let you to go chase your happiness. i dont even know why it is so hard. i dont even know what is happiness actually means without you. why do blame me that i am not there for you, but actually you are the one who is searching for someone else to share your things. who am i? tell me, who am i? but still, i cant forget you. but still i am hoping for you, but still i am loving you like i always did, like i always proved to you and it is actually more than i did before. why didnt gave me chance to prove another? why did gave up way too easily? dont you even remember? you are the one that always told me not to give up way too easily, the one that always remind me that stay whatever happens. but why did you did all the things you ask for me not to? yet, i still cant blame you. i know there is must be a reason. but when will i know the reason? nobody knows except you. you may lie to your mum, your bestfriends, her, me, everyone. but you will never lie to your hearts, dont you? every word you said, your actions, your tweets. there is always a hidden meaning. i know you. very well.

hear me, irresistible by one direction.

 you know what? the one that you imagined when this song play for the first time, its who the one you love and there are a lot of memories between you and your love.

its 21st people. a date that will makes me smile all day long if you are beside me. but now, you are gone. you are way too far from me, so it seems that i cant smile all day long like i used to be. it aint  bleeding anymore. i try to accept. i try to let it go. yup, let it go. its the hardest decision ive made. forgive him, forgive her may be the bestest way. i try to act matured, so this is what i am. yup, you are my ex, but if we are meant to be, insyallah, one fine day. i just wanna state, that i miss you. yup, i  miss how we celebrate our monthsarry. i blew up my lighter and celebrated it all alone. how i wish you are here with me, love. i couldnt say much. i dont wanna this tears ruin up my mum's birthday :) so, bye.

w all her hearts,

juliet.

Long distance relationship. Its aint easy, seriously aint easy.You always wonder did he missed you like you used to? The junior, of course. Phones are restricted. How sad. Because thats the only way you can have conversation with him. And there'll be no calls for no reason. No one to hear you. No one to cuddle. No, that is just no. Yeah, public phone. As you know, its public. And when the times there is no coin to change, he didnt pick up your call then your coin wasted by the voicemail or too many friends want to use it. So you have to ended up the calls. Seriously, it is sad. Totally sad. thats the moment you realized. You were so alone. Night breeze, moons shines, stars spakling. You just watch it all alone. And you're hoping that he will be beside you. it comes for real, but real in your dream. Tears falling, Nothing left to say. You just only need his hug. His long tight hugs. Forehead kiss. Thats what you really need. As you walk to your bed, you find out there is no him. Beside you. It just, you really want to cry out loud. You really need him. No goodnight wish, no goodnight kiss. No, there is nothing. It just you and the other roommates. Someday, when its happen too long. You become weak. Real weak. Someday, when you are fighting with him. And ended up the relationship because you cant stand with the pains. Its totally hurt. It kills you inside. Nobody hear you. Nobody understands you. You just cry it all alone till asleep. That moments, you're hoping all these shit things would not happen to you. But i just happen. And you cant turn back time. You just lost everything you have. Everything. Even your loved ones. 

With all her hearts,

'ZeJuliette

A little walk with beautiful girls :)

These are some pictures that captured the moment that we spend together :

AliaNurAthirah, NurIzzatiSofia, NurAidaHamizah, NurMariniNabilah, EjiraIzzaty 

*sorry for the low quality pictures u,u* 

much love guyss xox !

A step ahead :)

Assalamualaikum ,
hi guyssss :) its been an ancient i didnt touch this beautiful bloody blog :)

check out some photo :

NurulFarahRashdan, NurAidaHamizah, AliaNurAthirah

Its already 4 months ive been living in that school. Yes, its tougher than u ever imagined, everyday is just like a game. We keep play till reached our goals, the things is never give up. But sometimes, when all this things brought you down, there is always friends that keep telling you to stay strong and thing will get easier, insyaallah. Alhamdulillah, even it have been 4 months, im still in that school facing the struggles and hoping thing will be better than yesterday :D Guys, pray for us, that we are stronger enough to face those things and pray for our best results in SPM examinations even it is next year. 

Thats all. Bye guyss. Much love xx,

little juliet     

hi people !
yes, its been a long time im gone .
well , currently im studying at technical school at Jasin, Malacca :)
electrical engineering.
yes, i dont know why but maybe because technical family background, i guess.

it just hard to say , that im gonna leave all this social stuff for a while.
leave my family, friends, my classmates, and my love.
hewhew. but for a great future, let just be simple.
we dont actually leave it forever , it just a while , aight ?

AliaNurAthirah, this girl, always been by my side,
tengok dia pun dapat teknik jasin jgak , tapi amik kos awam :)
tapi sama dorm dengan saya , kalau bangun pagi boleh dah nampak muka dia,
katil dia depan saya je ha :) it just so grateful ! (all praised to Allah!)

me and alia :)

well, actually . ni just na update blog je :) 

hewhew . k guyss , chow luu . goodbye :)

love story :*

anyongg :)

for them yang tak kenal kami berdua , maybe weird sebab kami berdua hanya panggil i you je , even dah setahun 2 bulan lebih . its okay , in my opinion , kalau dah depan mate tp kalau malu nak pgel hubby baby semua tuh . ta gune jugak . its awkward okayy ? kang dah tak panggil . senyap je , kan susah :) kalau panggil i  you je , senanglah na bercerita pnjg lebar , gelak kuat2 :) tapi kalau dah time gedik2 tuh , takpelah :) HAHA . but seriously , i suke gile bila u panggil i sayang depan orang ramai , u sengaje na buad orang lain pandang kita berdua . huu . well , tak panggil hubby baby sume tuh doesnt mean that we're not sweet enough . it just make us easier to have a boyfriend and friend at the same time :) kita senang je nak share , kita senang je nak mengadu . dia lah kawan , and dia jugak love kita :D but dont forget your bestie okayy ? 

bye love :) ,

iloveyou :*

 

I’ve waited a hundred years.
But I’d wait a million more for you.
Nothing prepared me for
What the privilege of being yours would do.

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch,
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush,
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough,
I would have known what I was living for all along.
What I’ve been living for.

Your love is my turning page,
Where only the sweetest words remain.
Every kiss is a cursive line,
Every touch is a redefining phrase.

I surrender who I’ve been for who you are,
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart.
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours,
Well, I would have known what I’ve been living for all along.
What I’ve been living for.

Though we’re tethered to the story we must tell,
When I saw you, well, I knew we’d tell it well.
With a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas.
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees.

it hurts ,
when people that we love ,
far away from you .

and it really hurt ,
when people get too busybody ,
and stalked we , everytime , everyday ,
and copy us , then say
'dont you ever dare to copy me , bla bla bla'

just wanna say , what the F !
u yg copy i , na ckp i copy u ?
tolonglah perempuan , ohhh pelisss .

you were the one , that dont want to talk or into the conversation , 
then , you blamed people , because they leave you alone . 

lilalulitaaaa ,

this is what we called boredom ;D

its already four thirty in the morning but im like a fresh carrot .
haiyaaa , tidolahh budak !
i tried so hard , but i cant .
maybe i had insomnia . (maybe yahh)

# i miss him badly (sobsob) ,

heyheyyy , it's the 21st post :))
yeahh , im kinda obsessed with number 21 ,
thats why i like 2ne1 :D

3rd syawal ♥

balikk lahhh cepat . rinduu >,<

independence dayyy !

it is the independence dayy :)
i would like to wish to all Malaysian ,

happy MERDEKA !

2nd syawal

its the second hari rayaaaa ;DD

stay at home :) ,
cousin dtg ruma ,
update this simple blog .
cause there's nothing else i can do ,

selamat hari rayaaaaaa :DD

hey buddy ,

waaaaaaaaaa , lame betol tak update :)
aida baru lepas hbes trial , bolelah susah trial tuh , huh .
*doakan saya dapat result yg baik ye :)

ohh , ye , SELAMAT HARI RAYA kawann , adek2 , mak2 , kakak2 , abg2 ,
maafkan saya , andai ade terbuat pape yg myakitkan hati :)
manusia tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan :DD

rayaaa oh rayaa ,
aida ta balik mane-2 , just raye kat KL , aida ta kesah pun ,
sbb dah biase :) , tp buad korang yg ta blek kmpg ,
disebabkan hal2 seperti - UPSR & trial SPM ,
saya simpati :)

percaya atau tidak , lagi 3 hari nak rayaaa ,
saya masih ta beli baju rayaaaa ,
saya dah biasa dah mcm ni :)
saya redhaa :P

heyyy citcot ,
da lame ta update kann ?
byk bnde da jadik spnjg ta tulis post neh , huu .
tapi ta igt . HAHA ! well , aiyda nmenye kan ?

kalau aida ta update neh , sume disebabkn oleh hal-2 yg tertentu ,
jap , hal tertentu ? haah , mcm korang tau aida nak pmr , buu . haha ,
mmg lah exam tu tak penting , kononnye , tapi bg saye ia penting !
and lagipun ketiadaan kakak , jap , kene mgena ? laptop dy la yank oii ! haha XD
ta suke gune pc kt ruma neh , entalah , da tbiase pakai laptop kakak kot . bhuuu (:

readers yg tercinte , tersayang , ter , ter ape-2 je lah ,
tolong doakan untuk trial dan pmr saye ye sayang ,
thankyousomuch , anda mmg reader terBAIK saye ! hee XD

bubu :D

tomorrow !
yeahhh , its twenty-first babyy !
tapi esok pegi perkampungan ? whatsoever , haha
first , excited dohh , siap lompat , mule na piker pakai baju ape bagai ,
da lame-2 , lahai , bosan pulak aku . haha . tapi , sbb na 8A , mesti kene smgt ,
itsokeyy bebehhh , as long as u with me :D *mnympah aku >.<
ahhhhh , kene pack bnde sume . malassssss . sumpah !

keyybaiii , kene sidai baju =='
*padahal da petang .

folio geo ==

READERS ! BAD NEWS !

i havent finish it yet ,

awful ryte ? 

HAHA :DD

bubu :D

im smiling right now and misses him so much ! :)